oh One, two, 3: oh 17th || Heartache

Golly Gee!! It has been a while and i only come back to pour a little of my heartache out haha. So, i tell you all this on a very serious note! Well, as serious as you can take it because it's quite the childish thing. So, I'm the type of person that falls in love with whom ever cross my path with a smile, a chat or a kind gesture. Don't open the door for me because i will walk through having named all five of our children, including the dog! I've never had a first love, a boyfriend or anything along the lines. A major crush, yes, but other than that nothing much. No admirers, no nothing! I'm about to turn 20-something and GRRR nothing!!! Yes, it's sad and i get a little down in the dumps at times but what is a girl to do. I'll tell you, stare (not for very long though, wouldn't want to be lonely and creepy) and daydream; about having a sloppy kiss from the nerdy hottie at the Starbucks or getting a very sweet and soft embrace form the hunk at the clothing store. Ahhhh! I perfect every detail of the scenario in my head with a ginormous dorky smile on my face. :) Oh love, i wish i had you at my feet! But i don't! You MEANIE! but it's FINE, i'll wait! haha

hahaha aahhh Mr. Squarepants! Ya get me every time!

So since i do the occasional daydreaming, i had dreamed a little dream with a guy from work. We had a moment, with a laugh and a chat. Gah! That was all i needed haha i was in L-O-V-E!

Then because of scheduling i didn't see him for 2 weeks! When i came back :( it was all stranger danger and no more sweet talk. Sometimes i would catch him staring at me but nothing else. So it stayed like that till today. He ignored me some more and i was bummed. But OMG! then i go to write down my schedule and i notice that he's not on the schedule and that he probably quit!

OH MAN! i was super sad! We didn't even get a chance to let our love bloom! :(

Oh the heartache!! </3

Well, that was the terrible that happened today. haha. I know, i know, you probably think i am a complete lunatic but don't judge me too harshly because you probably just got home from a date or you're a highschooler who has gotten, dare i say, more "action" than me.

I leave you with understanding Pinterest pictures. haha they crack me up!

Any heartaches for you?

(Real love or the silly- "he doesn't know i exist" kind, doesn't matter i would love to read about it.)